You won't even know the answer yourself yet.
How many more times can I be pushed, molded, bent, folded or crushed to fit your idea of the world? When I can no longer be controlled, will you keep trying? How many times do you have to force the wrong puzzle piece before you realise it's never going to fit that space. It will never be what you want it to be. I do not fit. I will never be what you want me to be. I can't be bent any further now that I am broken. You made me this way, but I'm not what you wanted. I fit my own space and it's not for anyone else but me.